silveraqueous

hello people, i have moved to

http://grandomthoughts.posterous.com/

looking at friends who are pursuing what they are interested in, in the areas of music and film, they seem to really enjoy doing what they are doing and are excelling in their own areas. i feel a pang of jealousy in that.

i remember that there was a time where i really wanted to pursue broadcasting, not the news anchorwomen type but in the sense of producing a show. i start thinking nowadays if i would do better in the broadcasting field if i actually pursued it as compared to what i am doing now. there is no aim in my career life and i do not know what i am studying about now or where i will end up later on. there is just this feeling of lostness. maybe it was the media aspect of my course that prompted me to put this course as one of my choices but i seem to be doing more electronics stuff than media related stuff. no matter what, i still hope that my current course can lead me what i wanna do, this little part of me who still hopes to be involved in media.

URGHH i'm like damn sad now, i set 3 alarms n didn't even hear a single one of it. hello is THREE alarms not one. and i friggin missed my driving lesson coz of that. i was so looking forward to it BOOHOO! i'm starting to think it is friday night, i only slept 1.5hrs to study for my test and i was so tired last night prolly i pressed the alarm without even knowing it. i set 2 alarms on my phone n it is just so unbelievable that i offed 2 alarms without any knowledge. or prolly it just kept ringing and ringing for dunno how long, i totally didn't hear it. whatever it is, still sucks! sorry driving instructor, i feel so sorry now :(

oh wow i kinda neglected my lj! but whatever i needa rant! just as i was walking to school today, i suddenly started to miss island life where i can just spend the afternoons eating ice cream and falling asleep on those sun chairs. ok this has been a pretty rushy week for me and i'm prolly just gonna have rushy weeks for dunno how many other weeks... this is due, that is due... new assignments and tests... grr i'm just feeling so low now. i'm just not a rushy person. i hate it when i'm rushed to bathe, to leave home, to do this, to do that bla bla... seriously if i own an island i would prolly just set up a resort, move there and say goodbye to civilisation, then i wouldn't be expected to meet datelines. I HATE DATELINES! and omg juni just reminded me that there is carrom training later, feel completely shiatty now! i have no time! boooo gimme my island life, i'll name it GLADYLAND! and i seem to be avoiding the tasks at hand which makes it 10000 times worse and i'm seeking escape through fb games, that is completely so no life! can't believe i'm doing this, my whole wall is filled with posts from the games i play. GAHHHHHH NO LIFE!!!

it's time to move back to hall again!
time has gone by so fast. looking back i realised that so many things have happened in that one year in hall, and yet the time seems so short.
now marks the second year i'll be staying in hall with my roomie stephy, loomie juni and new loomie geri! it's time to have fun and study together again! i still haven't figure out if i wanna continue staying in hall again for year 3 but if i do, it means that i have to contribute to hall, and if i wanna contribute i do not know which aspect i wanna contribute to... maybe i shall just enjoy for now!!

wind-slapping-face boat rides. getting sprayed with seawater occasionally. sea sick when boat rocks. ice creams every afternoon. sleeping on sun chairs after snorkeling. bathing in super cold water after snorkeling everyday. sotong for every lunch and dinner. feeding fishes bread. getting buried with weei in sand. getting cuts by corals. looking for 'blue sand' in pitch black darkness at night. looking for 2-3m long sharks. 1.8m long willy the whale. fishbook. feeling of being on the boat even when we are on ground. climbing rocks and getting foot 'massage' instead. flying fishes. sunburn. holy father and his holy juice, and the faithful ope. sotong swimming near the boat dock. filling breakfast, lunch and dinners. falling asleep first every night. luo han yu-like fishes. beautiful fishes. lots of sea cucumber. sea turtle. clear waters. corals. monkey juice. friendly guides.

thats all i can rmb for now, mind is in a mess. love island life <3

yeahhh perreira gomez is back at work, i have someone to disturb now! welcome back perreira nana gomez!

we spent the whole morning at work today figuring out the problem with her wireless internet connection and it is still not settled yet. what shall we have for lunch ltr? hmm...

zzz i have been spending a lot on online shopping nowadays. i think i needa start chanting "My will is strong. My wallet is closed. I will NOT shop."

like hell that will work! there is this purreeeeeety (pretty) wallet that i'm so tempted to get, maybe with a complete coin pouch and card holder?
u see, i suck! when i wanna get one thing, i wanna get something else, and my wallet is not even spoilt yet!! ok maybe i should wait awhile... like 'aaaaaawhile'. "My will is strong. My wallet is closed. I will NOT shop."

SOBS! what is a girl to do? she can never get enough of ANYTHING!

i think the boredom of working alone is driving me insane and i'm running out of stuff to do! only 3 days have passed, but the end is nearing HOORAYYY!! nana can u please come back faster from camp so i can continue 'torturing' u?